Recently, I realized that I have gotten to a new level of security in Christ, compared to several months ago, or even the last couple of weeks.
The things that once made me feel insecure no longer strongly affect me. They might affect me mildly for a few hours, but I just smile and know in my heart and my mind that I have God. I know who I am. The truth has truly set me free.
There were several events/tests just this week. Situations or thoughts involving different people who are close to me, but none of the situations/thoughts made me feel insecure.
In the past, my family and close friends would easily affect me. I think they still can, but my security has increased to a new level. I'm not afraid of losing people close to me or getting rejected. I'm also not going to believe any lies that my family might be believing, and I'm not affected by their ungodly fears. I know who I am. I know what and whom I have.
It wasn't like I was completely invincible. There would be familiar floating thoughts that come by, but this time, those thoughts seemed so foreign to me. I could recognize them as blatant lies from the enemy. It was almost like: wow, I've been through this already. I've already conquered this battle.
God is so good :) I got a breakthrough without really even hardcore pursuing it.
