My lease is ending and my roommate is leaving, all of which comes with a lot of thinking...
Frequently ask myself "What do I want?" And boy is that a difficult question
Do I want a townhouse so I can host parties and gatherings? But then who would live with me? ... Do I want another random roommate again? If I have a random roommate, I can't really invite people over as easily...And is that all I want, is that what it boils down to? Inviting people over? (or does it actually boil down to the search for college life and friendships again?)
"What do I want?" What kind of life am I imagining? Whatever it is, it won't be remedied by having a house or a place of my own. My desires are too deep for such a shallow solution. Ah, but anyway I still need to decide very soon whether to renew my contract, find a different apartment, or (make my mom) buy a townhouse.
