After this really cool realization, I stopped the game and asked my 3 other friends whether they focused on counting when they counted or if they counted subconsciously while looking up (not at the cards). Two of them said they counted in their head (or, out loud) and they counted better when they focused on counting. One of them said that she also counted better when she didn't focus on counting but instead subconsciously counted. She also said that she didn't really hear herself/her voice counting in her head, but she just counted subconsciously like I did.
Okay yea. that was really hard to explain. But, it was a really cool realization. because it's really useful, for me at least. Because I tried to count out loud in my head at first, but that didn't work as well for me. But I did it anyway because I thought that was how everyone is supposed count. I didn't realize that I counted better subconsciously, when I didn't focus on counting. I can't help but wonder if there are other areas of my life where I'm trying to learn/do things the way I think "everyone" is supposed to do things, but it's actually not the best way for me.
Isn't God so amazing? We're all wired differently, in very specific and unique ways... even down to the little things like ... counting. And He allows us to discover new things about ourselves, His creation, Him, His Word, etc. It's so rewarding to discover even these little things. How much more rewarding it is to find wisdom, to find understanding, to obtain revelation from God.
I am reminded of this verse, which I think is really rich in meaning
It is the glory of God to conceal a matter;
to search out a matter is the glory of kings
proverbs 25:2
lol that first part of this blog confused me (mainly because how can something be subconscious if you realized it?) but i understood enough to appreciate the connection at the end!!
ReplyDeletehow people count count differently... interesting!
ReplyDeleteGod is such a creative Creator.